Not Another Heartbreak 💔

You see …  that’s where we have the problem . I’m not scared of love , I’m scared of loving someone who pretends to love me . You see … I done had my face played in one too many times . So another heartbreak ? I think I’d leave that up for someone else who’s willing to play them games . 

You had me fucked up when you got me to open up . You see I thought it was genuine as much 🤷🏽‍♀️ as soft as I am I’m a savage too . Don’t let that go over your head you not fucking on booboo the fool . 

And I thought I told you . 

My love ain’t one that you come by every so often so , when I hand it to you , It’s on you not to fumble the cards that you was dealt with . 

This is not another heartbreak . 

I told you I ain’t shit and I started to realize the more bullshit you go through the more bullshit you realize . 

So yes … I let you have it . You played that game . Just know it was me who let it get this way … 

The fact that I can laugh like this gives me “psychotic” and psychotic is never what I choose to be but psychotic is the bitch you gonna meet because fucking over a bitch like me is only a death wish … but you knew that though so don’t try and hit me with that “you’re crazy” 

Didn’t I say it ? Don’t you see ? I have a fucking problem. I rather lust these niggas than love em because I see em all as objects. they like to use and abuse and I’ve already been mislead and messed up in the head and because of that nigga , those niggas , hood niggas , niggas that got goals in this ... 

So yes … I picked up on your bullshit before you was able to give me another heartbreak . 

~Asia 🤍