Poem 20: Heartbreak 4

Do you remember what you said to me once? That you could help me only by loving me? Well, you did love me for a moment; and it helped me. But somewhere down the line the thought of “us” up and hopped up out your mind and you forgot about us. I hate the fact that i loved you for as long as i did . I didn’t deserve the treatment i got and we both know this shit. 
 Not to be all depressing and shit but the love that we made always made me question you, shit. You was a dog you made moves i was in love and shit. I can’t understand how i ever loved you and wHen in return i was only treated like shit. you’re a dog, you run to wherever the bone is at. I was a queen i should’ve never acted on that. The love i gave you will forever be indefinite. But i just miss us when we were in our prime with it