Short Story

“Let me show you something” Jaylon said to me breaking the silence that we’ve been in for over an hour. I looked in his direction facing him with a confused look on my face “babe… I’m sorry.” He said. I took a deep breath and nodded my head, he stood up and walked over to me grabbing my hand causing me to stand up in front of him . 

“I love you. That’s not changing.’ He told me trying to give me reassurance “I know” I said while looking in his eyes. If you want me to be honest I was over it, I was over him , I was done. Mentally drained. How the fuck am I still here? Still standing? This love was all too toxic and I didn’t know if I could hold on any longer at this point. 

I overheard the song poetic pain starting to play , I looked over to see Jaylon who was over near the bluetooth standing shirtless and I just stared taking in all of his features. The chiseled abs , the V line , the strong upper body , the veins in his arms , his nice chocolate skin , his lips… those lips. The lips I loved kissing oh so much . 

He looked over at me and bit his lip and smirked . He knew… like he KNEW what he was doing . 3 years has to mean something right ? Or am I bugging ?  I zoned out for a slight moment reminiscing about everything I’ve encountered with him. When I looked up he was right there standing in front of me , standing over me . I can feel his body heat against my chest my breathing sped up . 

There was no denying that this man fucked me up in the head… denying I loved him is stupid. He grabbed on my neck choking me  slightly biting on his bottom lip and I lost it . I wrapped my arms around his neck and jumped on him, he held me and began kissing me . 

Yeah… here it is. The toxic shit I always complain about. 

Lets just say it’s not really my imagination . I looked into his beautiful big brown eyes after pulling away from the kiss for a slight moment . He took advantage of the moment and kissed me again with so much lust but it was passionate. It was different. He slipped his tongue in , conquering mine in a battle almost immediately. 

He pressed his body against mine even more , then suddenly I felt a tight grip on my ass softly squeezing and I couldn’t help but gasp in his mouth as he was biting on my bottom lip . 

He went from my mouth , moved to my jaw, and trailed kisses to my neck kissing up and down until he found the spot he was looking for and he sucked on it. hard. 

I can tell at this point I probably had a hickey that was forming and I didn’t care, nor was I gonna stop him. 

Tangling my hands in his hair pulling him closer to me I could hear his heavy breathing. He stopped and looked over at me and he walked me over to the balcony sitting me on his lap facing him as he sat down on the chair. 

I felt his hands reach up the white tee I was wearing and cuff my boob he started kneading it and softly pulled my nipple smirking at my gasps. 

I wanted to kiss him again so badly that I mushed my face into his . He grinned against my mouth and he took my wrist and held down on them “I like being in control” he said lowly looking up at me slightly with a smirk 

Slowly, one finger slipped inside of me and I let out a slight moan as I heard him give out a slight chuckle . 
His finger slowly went in and out as he rubbed on my clit with his thumb and my eyes rolled back . He slipped in another finger , slowly. 

This boy knew what he was doing to my body and I hated it . Why ? Why did he know me so well ? Why ? I hated it . I hated him . No I didn’t . Parts of me did though . My body ? That wasn’t that part that hated him . 

I began to stand up and hover over him he looked up at me slowly trailing my body with his eyes . We locked eyes . 

My mouth opened slowly but surely it opened wide waiting for the moan to escape from my mouth from the deep long strokes that Jaylon was giving me . 

“I love you” he said right before he stood up turned me over and bent me over the balcony. I felt him slide my panties to the side and Slowly but surely I felt it ... he slipped the tip in and then slowly shoved the rest of himself inside of me . 

He placed a hand around my neck and grabbed my hair wrapping it inside of his hand and his strokes got deeper , they got faster . He pounded inside of me like it would be his last time .

I was confused … I was . But, I didn’t stop … I didn’t hesitate to stop taking what I was feeling right now
“Fuck” I moaned out loud off of the balcony . 

It was pretty and kinda romantic too, I seen the stars just glistening in the moonlight and I heard my moans start to take over the light wind breeze sound . 
 
He pulled out of me , turned me around , picked me up and walked me inside laying me down on the bed softly . 

He was extremely gentle with me this time and I couldn’t think of any reason as to why this was . Did he do something else he didn’t want me to flip out on him about ? I opened my mouth to speak but he just shut me up with a kiss . “I love you , you know that right?” He asked me 

I nodded my head not saying anything in return just kissing him back deepening the kiss . He crawled on top of me hovering over me as I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him closer . 
He shoved himself inside of me giving me deep strokes . Slowly lifting my legs higher and higher behind my head . 

The further my legs went back the deeper inside of me he went . “Oh my god” I screamed biting on his shoulder pulling him close . His speed just kept increasing . The intensity just kept increasing . 
I was cumming and I felt him smirk “hmm cum for daddy” he groaned in my ear and that’s exactly what I was doing . 

It was something different about us this time . Was this man actually making love to me ? Is this what this felt like ? 

My legs began to shake a little “shiii—mmm” I cried out . I was having a full blown orgasm right now . I pulled him closer to me wrapping my legs around his torso . I felt him cum inside of me after a while not thinking too much into it . He laid himself on the side of me wrapped his arm over me and kissed my forehead . 

“I love you.” The last thing I heard him whisper before my eyes fluttered close.