6AM Thoughts 💭

And can I ask you “if it’s bad that I can’t stand to not be around you?”

Can I ask you “if you feel the same things that I feel too?”

Cuz’ I feel you … 

And nah I’m not talking about feelings of the feels that I be feeling when you deep in me 

It’s more than that … 

Do you believe in me? 

Because I believe in you

I trust you and that says more than anything because I’m usually one to ignore . 

But , I think it might be you who settles the score . 

I just be staring at you , and glancing at you and you be smirking like “why you looking at me for?” 

Hmm . 

That’s right . 

You not use to something real but you could feel it right? 

Big Virgo moon but I’m a cancer alright? 

So just take your time with me … 

I know I’m complicated but I told you it wasn’t gonna be easy 

So just keep this vibe with me. 

I run to you because you gave me that safety and I know I be tripping sometimes but my past is a little hazy 

So if you judge me, judge me off of how I deal with you, how I care for you, how I’m real with you.

I don’t wanna hear no shit from my past cuz clearly it didn’t last -

and forgiving? I got past it. 

Forgetting? That shit will last - 

And I’m conflicted 

But, you get me past it. 

So, when you wrapped up in my chest and I’m cradling you cuz clearly I’m your safety net … and I’m rubbing my fingers through your hair , playing all in your beard , zoned out ; here but I’m not here . Just know you’re safe with me … do I make that clear? 

My 6AM Thoughts… 

~Maryah🤍