Unexpected Heartbreak 🤍

​You probably wouldn’t believe when I say you’re everything that I’ve manifested . You probably wouldn’t believe when I say you would’ve came from love . Given the circumstances I’m glad you aren’t here … but if I can be honest with you , you were an unexpected heartbreak . I lost you without knowledge , I lost you and started fighting . Not with anybody but with myself because I promised Envy that if I ever did anything it was to not let her down again . And I had to realize that I didn’t let her or you down . If anything you guys are gonna be proud . Mommy showed up for herself this time around … mommy is sticking to her plan and you know your mommy always understands . 4 weeks and you was popping up as a false neg . 4 weeks and there would’ve been no doubt about all of it . 

Hurting right now at 3:57pm because right now you seem to be the topic . Told my dad about you and somehow he feels like he’s the problem . That don’t sound right dude . My stresses isn’t your fault and my sis ? she cried too . Apologized . But , nobody could’ve stopped it . 

It’s Devine timing too . Envy baby girl keep guiding over mommy & if you had a little brother or sister tell them all about it . How strong you seen me be , how much bullshit I seem to always be in , how much a gamble with my life but be sure to tell them that my heart is always right . Envy baby keep protecting . Let’s show them why mommy really ain’t to be recked with . 

Unexpected heartbreak … yeah . You came with lessons 🤍 .