Dear Envy Adore pt 3

​Knowing that you’re watching over me gotta be the greatest feeling . 

Knowing your mommy’s crying , I get that touch & then I feel that feeling . 

I know that you can vouch for me when I say my soul needed healing 

Dear envy baby I’m glad to say that your not here because you didn’t deserve tough loving . 

Dear envy adore … 

   I adore you more and more each day . Although you’re not here baby girl you’ve taught me so much . I’m turning into the person I know that I wanted to be for you . I wanted to be a mother you can come to , speak to , confide in , and genuinely love without any regrets , without any resentment . I could honestly say I could be your confidante , your friend , your mom etc. 

Dear envy adore … thank you for serving your purpose and continuing to show me mine. If it wasn’t for you the person who I am today wouldn’t be around … and I don’t speak on your father ; it’s a shame . But , if you want me to be honest I think you would rather have it this way . I give off nothing but love & light he gives off nothing but lust and darkness that’s not what we are about . 

Dear envy adore … I love you baby girl . 

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~Maryah ❤️